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     Enjoyed ManyCam application in my friends laptop! We were having so much fun and laugh! This is one of the pictures... I got nothing to think of to write, so maybe I was feeling a bit in love with the heart and the purple font!

Walking Away

Been loving you since that day

I saw you, and that smile on your face

From then on, I never got away

Stayed here by your side, promised you for always.

Now that eveything isn't right

And I know you feel nothing for me

Now that everything must be right

And what we know for sure is maybe.

I know I must start walking away

Leave you and my heart behind

Wake up from this dream I made

Push you out of my mind.

Stop dreaming to be with you

Stop hoping someday we'll make it there

Let me just find my way, see what is true

Walk away this time if I really care.

Walking away, no turning around

No looking back as tears fall from my eyes

Walking away, not making a sound

This is for us, my sacrifice.

Thoughts

       Thoughtfully thinking one day, there are so many things going on in this mind. Why can't we put classifications to the types of thoughts that comes in our minds? Like biodegradable versus non biodegradable perhaps? 'Cause some thoughts are really not worth thinking about. But then again, small thoughts regardless how unimportant they are give birth to a new thought that is definitely better than the first one.


       Sometimes thoughts doesn't make sense and doesn't think the way you want them to be...Which shows that thoughts, ladies and gents have a process of its own. It doesn't just jump into a pattern and weave a mystery so difficult to fathom. It simply co-exist with the human mind. Thoughts analyze what we see, hear, feel, taste and smell. So feed your thoughts. Live life with all your senses!

FluTTer

Flying with no direction

Attracted to a prism of colors

Following the blinded intuition

Green...red...purple and blue.

Faster than the blink of an eye

Merging with the invisible wind

A movement undirected and sly

Stretch and sway and bend.

So cold are your hands on mine

Shaking yet still holding on

My heart, my love, I kept in line

Can't stop on my own...

I flutter when you look at me

I flutter when you call my name

My heart flutter secretly

And I smile to hide it all and its beauty.

Breathless

a call from a distant silk road

voices calling from an ancient nature

always vibrant and never cold

so smooth, so inviting...allured.

like butterflies, winged and gentle

like waterfalls, rushing and strong

gravity pulling ever forceful

fleeting, too soon...too long.

hanging on to what's real

letting go of reasons, thrill in my senses

forgetting to think, drowning to feel

what you are makes me breathless...

Because You're Going Away

A thousand times I told myself

Not to hang on 'cause everything always change

But until now I get so scared

That someday you're going away...

The things I love, the things I got used to

"Good mornings", and the things you do

The funny conversations and the opposite ideas

And each time you dismiss my childish pleas.

How I would miss you opposing my ways

How you lovingly correct my tantrum days

I never had a brother who knew me so well

Who will watch me now? To whom do I tell?

Jealousy is not love, if you love at all

Do not put your self down, always stand tall

You are unique and strong and beautiful

Who will see that now 'cause you're going away?

I will always miss those words and care and love

I have to prepare, I won't hold you back

'Cause you're going away please take care

I'll be waiting... Till you come back.

Break A Heart

• a feeling so strong it sends rain clouds over the sky
• a happy thought enough to make me smile
• a man, i don't know of the future or past
• for what reason then? just because?
• do not reason out, for the heart is deaf
• we've met by chance and it was brief
• and love does not need a reason to believe
• still do not let it be deceived
• just because the feeling is foreign
• doesn't mean its good or to be trusted
• for the human heart is the weakest of all
• and it never knew direction or goal
• so why most love stories ending is tragic?
• because the heart lacks process and logic
• and the feelings it gave you can't be stopped
• unless you break that heart and give up
• the heart gives wonderful feelings
• but it doesn't have feelings itself
• so it never learned though how many times its broken
• its just a heart, innocent and always hurting..